Mid valley- 26/1/2010

i went to mid valley yesterday
saw few things that i would like to bring up here:
1. Tooth Fairy: I wanna watch some non-comedy movie initially, but i didn't found any good one, so decided to watch "Tooth Fairy". i thought it will be a boring and typical comedy but it turn out to be quite interesting, thou is still comedy, but interesting and really funny one. Actually is comedy + fantasy + love. i usually don't watch comedy in cinema cos i think it is waste of money but i change my thought yesterday, comedy might turn out to be good movie sometime when you are not really in a good mood. (argued at the beginning, sorry, i am really sorry about my stupid emotional act.)

2. After the movie, went to shopping, wanna find a pair of shoes. So, as i am finding, we went to the gardens. all branded shop, and yea, can't find what i want there. At XX cafe in The garden, i saw 3 monks hi-tea-ing there. There are a lot of cheaper places for them to have coffee and tea, but they choose an expensive one. isn't that is not right? they get money from public through the temple, they using public money to enjoy themselves. Just like there are a lot of RICH monk out there actually. What you think?

3. We went back to home by KTM. not really crowded in KTM that time because it is already quite late. So, as we are talking, we saw someone (a woman) getting money from the passenger, (she can talks in 3 languages and only one eye is blind) she still have the ability to work. after a while, she walk to me and ask: "Ms. Do you have...?" i immediately said i don't have anything. Then she said angrily: "i just want to ask you what time is it now? what don't have don't have? u think i am beggar. i saw your face also know you are stingy." i was angry. and he calm me down. she is clearly a beggar, and nobody ask "Do u have..?" when the person is asking about time. i was really angry and F***, i scolded by a beggar and she said i am stingy. FML

luckily everything ended up quite well, but i am kinda sad because i am leaving Malaysia soon, but i know i will be enjoying there. Europe, here i come!!

=.=

haha. i guess most of the ppl misunderstood my previous post is about love.
it is about a friend. about friendship. :)
i also misunderstand it when i read it again after i posted :P

I changed or?

i knew since when i started to feel there is something wrong between us
i just can't find back the feeling like we used to be
i miss the old time when we were together laughing and non-stop talking
i think i changed
i think you changed too

i knew now you are great, greater than me in everything
Our standard getting different?
I felt bad with your words sometime
even when some small words will touch my feeling
i not dare to sit down and talk to you
because i think will end up getting worst
and i have that thinking because i tried to talk to you
and that is the time our relationship getting worst i think

i miss it when we talked without hesitate
i miss it when we laughing together
i miss it when we talk some mean words to each other
i miss everything between us

But time so cruel
it faded our relationship
and because we live in different circle
we become different
i can't find anymore common point between us
i can't find a topic to talk anymore between us
i even felt awkward when i see you sometime

i hate the feeling that we aren't same anymore

Hoping that things will back to before again
like we used to be

coming back to home

everything seems so peaceful

i am not that kind of person that like really peaceful feeling

i like noise i like to be with a lot of ppl

of maybe two people when just me and him :P

this time is weird,

i felt weird that i am already at home

i felt weird that very soon i am leaving Malaysia

and start an adventure in a brand new place that i never been

not even been to some countries near there :P

i should miss my family a lot

but it turn out to be weird

the feeling to be home is just not the feeling like before?

i had changed a little i guess

but now getting used to it and the feeling coming back

haha

still enjoy to be with my mom

shopping, making some weird dishes that i learnt from magazines

online-ing and etc...

nothing much to do at home actually

just relaxing all the time and i don't really feel like going anywhere

my heart and my mind just missing *** now

>.<>

finally

finally back to my home sweet home yesterday

have a very nice trip before that :)

thanks everything

after all the pressure, i had nothing much to say now

hahahaha

oh..if have a lot a lot of things to express

Felt so damn bad lately

but exam time now

so cannot write too much.

for now i only pray for the plan still same. :(

hope there is no changes.

Don't ever think that someone is the best!

there is no the best in the world,

there is always another the best even when you think that you are the best.

Stop showing off in front of me.

Why already last week for the semester still so many assignments?

wow..i thought i am so free

but actually i am damn busy

i have free time to watch drama, to play game, to write blog, to sleep

but......

in life there is always but (this is what dr. harjit always like to say :P)

i don't have time for revisions and assignments

Still have 3 assignments to go

How the fuck i should complete my macromedia director?

No one using director nowadays

And everyone is using flash

why we should stepping backward and do the things that people don't do now?

Life is so so so miserable sometime

but....

as i said there is always a but

full of surprise