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i am studying in university science malaysia penang campus now. trying to enjoy my university life. hoping everything will get better soon.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

11 things

Rule 1Life is not fair - get used to it! 

Rule 2
 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3
 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. 

Rule 4
 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. 

Rule 5
 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. 

Rule 6
: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. 

Rule 7
: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room. 

Rule 8
: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life. 

Rule 9
: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.. 

Rule 10
: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs. 

Rule 11
: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one. 

very very moody

very very very very moody today
=.= 31/5/09 is not my day
i wish time could freeze at 30/5/09 

Friday, May 29, 2009

Genting trip (28/5/09)

i went to Genting yesterday. unexpected cold. 
colder than the last time i went there. 
is kinda weird to see this fenomena because it is damn hot on the ground(KL).
just went there to walk around and enjoy they freezy cold wind. 

there is a free shuttle now from highland hotel to a temple named Tsin Swee Temple. 
We went there for a vegetarian meal.  
After that we look around the temple, it has been changed a lot. 
A very special place i would like to bring up here is the explanation in about life in HELL. 
About life after death and what punishment for human which did wrong things. 

Thursday, May 21, 2009

as i expected

Actually the it is what i had expected
i should not be too sad about something that i had expected earlier 
this is a lesson for me 

i should not be sad because i still learn something in the end
+tive is what i need 

Sunday, May 17, 2009


Feeling better when there is someone out there supporting me.
i am not totally being ignored.

What should i do when i felt down? 

this world is so cruel

scary, cruel, full of evil world,
hope i am not a human,
if i have the chance to choose, 
i don't hope to become human again. 

the human world is too complicated for me. 
or maybe i am too naive..

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Did i tell a lie?

tiring, fear..
i don't know should i tell the truth 

Tuesday, May 12, 2009


My heart was once just like a home 
With many rooms and open doors 
And I always let love in 
It would change the rooms around and then 
Leave them empty 

'Til one by one I locked each door 
And soon forgot what love was for 
But I never gave up hopin' 
So I left just one door open 
In case you found me 

So there's a room in my heart for you 
If your trust has been stolen too 
If you walk softly on this worn out wooden floor 
And leave behind you the hurt you've had before 
There's a room in my heart for you 

We'll paint the walls from blue to white 
And set the mood by candlelight 
Together we'll keep out the cold 
And I'll still be there when we're old 
If you'll let me 

So there's a room in my heart for you 
If your trust has been stolen too 
If you walk softly on this worn out wooden floor 
And leave behind you the hurt you've had before 
There's a room in my heart for you

Friday, May 1, 2009

finally home sweet home

i reached home yesterday at around 8 something
i should be reached home much much early
aiks..taking plane is not a very good idea
the plane from 4.05pm delay until 5.30pm
although reaching kl is faster but aiks..need to wait wait wait at airport..
my heart just wanna go back faster but still have to wait
the feelings irritated me
but was too too happy and excited when i saw my mom
she touch my face while she saw me
i think she also too long didnt see me
my mom and dad was so happy too
haha..first time saw them so happy
studying in uni is not really a wonderful thing
i have to stay far from home but....
i love my home very much
i miss home dishes so so so much
i never appreciate what my mom cooked before
but now i hope to eat it everyday
and i miss american idol as well
miss to watch it every week
i miss everything at home
but the relaxation will only last for two months
i wish i no need to go back anymore
............finding job now.......