i can be very happy in front of you
but i am very moody in the deep deep heart
i can always smile i front of you
but i am crying in the rain
i can always be confident in front of you
but i have low self-esteem in me
i am not a person that everyone likes
i lose in so much of things
i even lose to myself but no one knows
if you come to me and say wanna find a good friend
you come to the wrong place
i am never a good friend
who knows what i am thinking now?