Why already last week for the semester still so many assignments?

wow..i thought i am so free

but actually i am damn busy

i have free time to watch drama, to play game, to write blog, to sleep

but......

in life there is always but (this is what dr. harjit always like to say :P)

i don't have time for revisions and assignments

Still have 3 assignments to go

How the fuck i should complete my macromedia director?

No one using director nowadays

And everyone is using flash

why we should stepping backward and do the things that people don't do now?

Life is so so so miserable sometime

but....

as i said there is always a but

full of surprise

Very very moody suddenly

Yesterday

i became so so so moody suddenly :(

felt like the world only left me alone

no confident at all

don't even dare to look at people face to face

Always peeping someone at behind

Really no confident at all

Why i am not the pretty one?

Why i am not the smart one?

There are just too many why in my mind

I am just a fatty and dumpy

That makes people feel irritate

Nobody will like me

Today, i still feel the same

I hate this feeling :(

No tittle

Everything seems so unreal

Everyone seems so fake

Life is too short to care about too much

Quality relationship

" what is quality relationship?" i asked.

"quality relationship is relationship that last long." he said

" is it the relationship that lead to marriage?" i asked

"no, i don't want to get married. i just want to put a ring on her finger?" he said

"why?" i asked

"i think that a ring is enough. marriage is just a responsibility. i just want to live together with her." he said

"yea, it is enough and nice that can live together happily." i said

Go back again

Sometimes is tiring to come here and there

i always feel excited to come back

always depressed when going back

Will i have anxiety with too much up and down feeling?

lol..

P.S : Pressure killing me too :(

i am evil

i always have bad thought in my mind

hahahahhahaha..

i am an evil devil

Happy to be that way.

Getting Crazy!!!

i am always an emo girl

i can be very happy in front of you
but i am very moody in the deep deep heart
i can always smile i front of you
but i am crying in the rain
i can always be confident in front of you
but i have low self-esteem in me

i am not a person that everyone likes
i lose in so much of things
i even lose to myself but no one knows

if you come to me and say wanna find a good friend
you come to the wrong place
i am never a good friend


who knows what i am thinking now?