Go back again

Sometimes is tiring to come here and there

i always feel excited to come back

always depressed when going back

Will i have anxiety with too much up and down feeling?

lol..

P.S : Pressure killing me too :(

i am evil

i always have bad thought in my mind

hahahahhahaha..

i am an evil devil

Happy to be that way.

Getting Crazy!!!

i am always an emo girl

i can be very happy in front of you
but i am very moody in the deep deep heart
i can always smile i front of you
but i am crying in the rain
i can always be confident in front of you
but i have low self-esteem in me

i am not a person that everyone likes
i lose in so much of things
i even lose to myself but no one knows

if you come to me and say wanna find a good friend
you come to the wrong place
i am never a good friend


who knows what i am thinking now?

Time

i hope the time can pass faster till the day i graduate

but i need more time to do my things

in deep shit now

NOT ENOUGH TIME !!

Is just on my face

everything is just on the surface

in deep deep down my heart

there are a lot of sadness and dissatisfaction and all kind of

unpleasant feelings inside...

物以群分，人以类聚

很对很对很对的一句妙言

尤其最近发身在我身上的事

更显得这句谚语超妙的！

一句简单的言语，却包含了许许多多的含义。

妙！

很想去到一个没人认识我的地方

我真的很想去到一个没人认识我的地方

我很想离开，离开这给我带来许许多多烦恼的地方。

我开始觉得害怕，因为有人妥协了

显得我好像是整天给人带来麻烦的人

名都臭透了！

我的后果会如何呢？

我有事时又会怎么样呢？

许许多多的烦恼，压得我透不过气

我讨厌现在的生活。

如果我睡了，明天起不来了，那该多好啊！