今天

今天我又要去了

心里有一万个不愿意

但是我没有选择

早上起身心情还好

但，时间越来越近

眼泪不停在眼里打眶眶

但我不会让它流出

因为就算眼泪掉了

我也没有选择

。。。。。。。。。

dream

i had a dream last night
it was not a very good dream
but it seems sweet
i hope to stay in it forever
it is possible
i hope it is not forever a dream
i hope dream will come true someday

i don't hope
as i walk through the valley of death someday
i take a look at my life
and i realised there is nothing left..

is not that good

finally i got my first semester result yesterday
the result is just average
erm..is better than i expected
but is bad compared to others
still had a lot of feeling inside that i dont know should i bring it out
i think i shouldn't cos it will affect things
is ok
i used to be a LOSER !!
no matter in what aspect

my gloomy day

disappear
everything disappear in one day
i couldn't see anything in one day
i couldn't touch it
i scare i lost it
i scare i couldn't see again
because i never know what will happened next
i miss you so much
i wish i could grab you out of your dream
and hug you tight
thinking of you again today
wishing you weren't so far away
hope to meet you soon
MISS YOU so much

i love vampire

today i went to klcc and watched a very nice movie
i thought i wont meet any friend in klcc
shit!! while i am waiting my friend, i met UKM debators..
and i met yoong xiang also..
so long time did not meet him..suddenly met him today
i met jie jie on the way to the movie
met so many ppl in one day
first time.
hm..the movie is really so so so nice
touching, laughing, romance...
everything inside..
i love this movie so much
it is twilight
aboout human and vampires
if i could meet a vampire like Edward Gullen in the movie someday
i will not care whether is he a vampire.....

complicated

a complicated feeling suddenly come to me
i failed
i dont know how to manage the problem this time
is a complicated feeling between before and after
why everything cannot maintain by before?
'feelings' are volatile
it changes very fast
sometimes u dont even know it already changed
don't play with feelings
it can cherish u and kill u at the same time

finally

finally everything end
debate competition also end
i did upload the blog at my japanese blog..
but i wrote it in english there...
can drop there to take a look
i am home now..
today went to very nice date
thanks..
i hope you are my right person..
but....